The Ballet Suddenly Begins....

An outlet for the things I've always wanted to do, but have been too afraid to.



It took me awhile to realize my purpose
Sometimes my mind is clouded with what I should’ve could’ve would’ve been
Instead of valuing and appreciating what I am.

A beam of light, untouchable unstoppable
Only if I believe it
No one is going to believe in my powers if I don’t embody and embrace.

Apart of me wanted to be like everyone else because I didn’t fit in
I wanted to feel safe in this world.

I wanted to feel like I belonged here
There were times where I wondered what it would be like if I wasn’t here
But that was my own selfishness
I needed time and space to myself to really transition into what God created me to be.

The moment I felt uncomfortable in this world I knew I was getting closer to enlightenment.

Your comfort zone will kill you and I’ve died plenty of times before just to stand tall and remember my truth;
Remember my worth
Remember my calling
It has been here since birth.

I’m ready for my renewal
I’m ready to belong
But not to anyone else
I owe it all to myself.

Every challenge has turned into a lesson, disguised as a blessing.

I ran from problems because I was afraid of growth, afraid of my own success.

My trials transitioned me into a warrior as much as I complained and felt victimized to the idea that I’ll forever be a worrier.

Today I own myself, trust myself and most importantly I am thankful for my gifts of vulnerability and sensitivity.

My life purpose is to reconcile my
high ideals with practical reality
to accept , the world, and the present moment by embracing the perfection of all the apparent imperfection.

“When each person gives their own unique gift to the world, the entire fabric of the planet is strengthened and enriched.

For part of your purpose is to share what you’ve learned with others.

You align yourself with the heartbeat of the earth.”


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My name is Eryn Marie Jones, and I'm a 22 year old single mother/entrepreneur. I am hosting this page in hopes of raising money for my non-profit community organization "Thriving Mindset" as well as my home based studio where I hope to start up an online business that can further support me in my cause continue reading

My name is Eryn Marie Jones & I go by Ryn Jo Yuniverse or Ballaerena. Ryn Jo is a shortening of my first and last name e(Ryn Jo)nes & I always wanted to be a ballerina ever since I was a child, that's why I call myself that, just with different spelling. It's really a 3-part meaning, one being an actual poised & balanced woman, a ballerina, another is balling out, and creating abundance. And lastly Erena is my name in Russian, which is one of my favorite foreign languages aside from Arabic, Latin and Mandarin. Ballaerena is my rough tough, sexy side, it's much more focused on music and connecting to my audience. RJY is a universal version of myself, accessing the limitless side of life, from cover songs, vlogs, how to videos, dancing videos, fashion & whatever I put my mind to, it's what I created so people can get to know me and all of my exterior talents. And my real name will be used in extremely personal expressions of myself. Continue reading ...